Monday, January 24, 2011
ENOUGH! Is been awhile? Hahaha was just too busy with outings and stuff. Ok i didn't badly for O but no time for me to regret but instead i have to look forward and do well-I'm retaking though :) Anyway many things strike me at once and it really strike hard as though i really didn't something really bad,but I've understand it and already know how to handle it. Firstly was her,results,parents,financial and lastly relatives. About her,i'm over it already cause nothing could be done and yeah i won't attach a string on her already. What for i ask her to message me everyday and meet me once a month if she's not sincere? I understand it already,she's the type who once broke up with a guy doesn't want anything to do with the guy already and now i respect it. I'm sorry though but i was really in love with you and is hard for me to forget all things happen between us at first but now I'm gonna slowly forget it and if you read this,i hope you will keep to your promise and is sincerely from you. For parents wise,I've really disappoint them to the max. I have to really study hard and do well this time round so that they can trust me once again and know that I can do it :) I'm sorry mom and dad that I've really waste lots of your money. Is ok that you not going to pay for my private school fees,I can manage it :) Secondly is financial ,I owe people money and not saying one digits amount is Two to Three digits amount. Promised myself that I going to pay all the debt by Chinese New Year and no more borrowing money from people. Not just that about my financial,I also gonna manage my money from now onwards as i really going to be tight this year-gonna cut down shopping and all. Lastly relatives,I hate it when i do things that can make them say things about me,so what if i don't do well? I just played too much and I've really waken up now. Stop all the talking that is just what I want. I will show you that i gonna really study hard this year and do well this year,just see my results next year. Razy is really changing no more talking already,now is action. Prayers I've started but still not all that i do and really proud of it as slowly but sure.
TO HER I WON'T BOTHER YOU ANYMORE BUT I STILL DO CARE ABOUT YOU. DO CALL OR TEXT ME WHENEVER YOU WANT :) LOVE YOU SO MUCH BUT I'VE TO MOVE ON :)
WITH MUCH LOVE,TAKE CARE :)
I miss you.12:56 AM
