Saturday, June 18, 2011
Kick Start Again Ok people I really can't sleep. Oh well many things is just running through my mind. I don't know why but well is true people say that I'm contradicting to myself. I can't deny that. Oh first is because of studies. I thought I'm up for it and wanting to go
POLY next year. Now everything just shattered is because I'm just scared whether I can make it or not. Everyone is behind me and knowing I can do well but the one person is not there behind me. Secondly friends who are in poly are all having a good life. They seems to be enjoying there life there. Yeah it kinda childish to say this but I'm
JEALOUS of where there are now. Well there meet new friends,so do I. One thing compare to me and them is I still using BGSS uniform. Well I can't blame anyone for where I am now. All was my fault.
If only my parents could read this,I would like to tell you guys how much I really love you.
I'm not going to compare anymore what I don;t have and what others have. I will cheerish everything that I have now. The main thing right now is that I know family is always there. Friends are just temporary. In life you could have as many friends but back to reality there are only handfuls who are true friends which are there to help you.
Handfuls as in numbers that are within your hands (1-10)
Ok to really start a fresh,I will go on and pursue my dream once again and put all my temporary friends aside. Well said whatever you want to say but i gone through a lot and i know friendship is not true. That's my philosophy.
Listing down the GOODBYE will be a whole long list but this will be the last time I will be doing all this. From now till my exam i will fight against my dream and take on any challenges I face along the way. This is life.
I'm DONE once and for all :)
I miss you.2:32 AM
